Forever is Never.

Forgive me for my faults
Because this is all I have and
As you move all her things out its blatantly obvious
Nothing is permanent
And im not stationary
I believe in romance
And fate
I believe in passion
And I need to believe in love
Commitment
I desperately grab at it
And im crying alone
Thinking of your face
Laying
Lying
To myself
Because this isn’t a fairy tale
And I miss your voice
And I miss your tone
But nothing is permanent
And im never stationary
Im nothing you need
Nothing you want
So what do you see
I’m not a replacement
For the love you are missing
And I ‘m not comparable
I look to the bottom of this river and I see silt and fish
And the absence of air frightens me
Because it’s the only constant I own
Im treading water for you
I’ll cross that bridge
As long as you don’t make me look down
And I cry because land is what I need. And this bridge is a fraud
The slits below show the water with no oxygen
And I realize land is my ocean
And your voice my sea.
And forever isn’t really forever.