Free me from this pain that keeps me locked in reality

Free me from myself so I can fly because I know I can soar  

If I only had the chance

I’m not sane I tell you

The weight of the world seems to rest on my shoulders

Please save me because I will never have the strength to save myself

Who am i?

And where did I go

Did I get lost in the midst of my pain and confusion

Or am I just hiding underneath all of this excess weight

The world is crumbling on my shoulders and I can’t seem to hold you all up

Just listen to me

I’m yelling at the top of my lungs, just listen to what I have to say

Please?

Dry my tears because they keep poring

Tell me you love me

I’m a train wreck

So you have to fight to keep me

Fight to make me realize you won’t leave

All of these insecurities and heartache

Fight for me, but keep the fight quite and unknown

Because the more I know the more chance I will leave

I’m drowning

In my own tears.

Winter will come soon

And the ice will form

Summer has flown by

My days run together because living isn’t important

I try so hard to pretend because maybe if I pretend enough I just might believe myself

Where did I go?

Am I just around the corner

Because when I look in the mirror the person looking back just isn’t me.

I think I’m drowning

I think I’m floating

Unable to breathe

Because I’m confused

Oddly attracted to you

Oddly wanting to feel you

Oddly I think I may love you?

Is this ok

Can this be fine?

And how can I find you

I want you to hold me

I need someone anyone

I’m yelling at the top of my lungs

And all I want is to die

And start fresh

Start a new life

I want to be alone.