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I have two eyes and a mouth, I think I might still have two ears... yes. yes. i do. I find that at my weakest moments that I am strong.

Sunday, February 8, 2009

I believe metal majors are the greatest in the history of art so I think I might try my luck at the music.

Today I have decided to only listen to Metal music for 24 hours starting tomorrow. well i take that back starting on tuesday at 12 am and going until Wednesday at 12 am... I'm doing this to help myself become a more well rounded person musically, and spiritually. actually only musically.

so thats the new news of the day. so if you have any ideas of some good metal bands please comment. it would be much appreciated.

i heart you all!!! 

aman134l.jpg i google searched metal and this picture came up i had a giglgle.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I didnt eat spaghetti today!

I think I am getting sick... I knew this would happen, arg percations should have been taken. but o well. What's my plan you ask...fluids, loads of fluids. Tea, water, Water tea. ALL DAY!

I don't think I will ever be ready to have kids. but i also don't think i will ever be ready to have a relationship. It's a hard world... I know.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009


i have a wicked hardcore headache... i think tea will help! i will curse at it....

Monday, February 2, 2009

life equals lame

I can't figure out how to post a youtube video or i would... because i feel like that would help save my sanity.

i bought goodwill cookies today mostly for roommate and i get no appreciation... he asks "how old are they." and truth be told i was offended by his lack of knowledge pertaining to my 4 dollar cookies that get shipped in everyweek to stores across the country... hmmmph i hate roommates.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Stronger Women

Today was a boring day. but it seems as if i learn the most about myself on these days.

I'm confussed, talented and meck.
stubborn, patient, kind,
selfish and non competitive.

I miss being in love but love is something that can not be forced it just happens. and once you realize that love isnt like the movies the happier you will be.

I miss being naive. Everything was easier in high school. If only i had known this at the time. 

I don' think i will be able to love someone again until i love everything about myself which i project wont be until i'm 28.

I love Jewel. she inspires me.

all i drink is tea.

sad days

I came to the conclusion that I dislike most people around me.
Someone ran into my car yesterday
Stupid people who don't know how to drive.
I blame you all, for my unfortunate week.