When I sit alone in the darkness of the night I tend to think about deeper things than if I where amongst the sun.
Everything seems to happen for a reason and I ponder what those reasons will become. Who am and who am I meant to once be. And is your life already mapped out for you?
I want to so desperately believe that everyone is reincarnated and put back onto earth to finish their journey of pain love and happiness because if you think about it everything else on earth comes back in another form trees die decompose and then grow another tree from its nutrients.
Loving someone completely and accepting there love are entirely different concepts and when you finally accept that you are capable of being loved the light shines threw and you finally feel at home.
Life throws you curve balls and fast balls you just have to keep your eye on the prize and if you strike out keep trying because sooner or later you will hit a homerun.
To love yourself in a world that is constantly trying to tell you that you will never be enough is an accomplishment of the soul.
Im on a journey a journey of self a journey to find true happiness and peace but not in the world around me but in the people and places I am because the world will never be at peace you have to find these things amongst your own thoughts and actions and maybe eventually the rest of the world will follow in suit.
Creativity is not something someone can aim for because everyone is born with it. Its like a muscle you need to work at it and expand it. Research make things your own. Become an out of the box thinker. Society will try and conform you but stick to your guns and swim against the current.
