Bukowski once wrote a poem and it went something like this if you take the writer away from the typewriter all you are left with is the disease that made him write in the first place. I feel like this pertains to me in a way that is overwhelmingly predominant. I am first and foremost an artist I suppose, but most of the time I feel like I am only pretending.
Normally I would have sat down and wrote about where I came from or what I liked to do but I feel as if that really doesn't matter, I believe that the topic at hand should not be about your past but who you are right in this moment. Sure your past forms who you are but you shouldn't let it define you. So that chapter in my life is closed.
I am open minded and tend to not take sides on subjects because of my extreme curiosity to see both view points. I am also fascinated by the human sexuality, and philosophy.
I'm terrified of turning 27. I have a few years to prepare but I am convinced I will die at this age. Think about it. Jim Morrison (speaking of Jim I have poster in my room of him and his nipples always make me feel uncomfortable), Janis Joplin, Kurt Cobain, Jimi Hendrix. All of them died at 27, I think I need to do something now to fix this fear maybe I should go to counseling again. Maybe not.
When I was younger I used to think the music at restaurants came from little fairy people who where forced to play music all day in the ceiling. ( I know I wasn't going to talk about my past but I figured this was crucial information in defining my personality)
I also love Feta and eating cold pork and winning at e bay. I also believe that art is everywhere and is everything.
Pens. I collect them.
